many have happened to me all this while, about friendship and alot more.i cannot blog as my computer broke down so i cannot post. i have alot to share but my four impatient cannot wait so i need to go. the four people are iffah rayman, haziqah. priya n ofcourse wiah .

i just don no why everything have change, am i the want who cause all this? if i am the want i am sorry but idon no where i did wrong.i hope that all this misuderstanding will end soon , i don want to have any enemy all the people i know i regaerd them as my friend.if the person don regard me as a friend i don get angry as everyone is my friend no matter wat. maybe u people don talk thing out, if u dont then no problem can be solve.if i was the want who cause the years of friendship, u can tell me and i try to make things better.all i can say is that i will take the blame if i was the cause of it but i don think i have don anything but sometime i may not realise wat i had done.i just feel guilty about wat happened i just want everything to be the same.

Labels: i just a oridinary person

i am back from KL i had so much fun but i am feeling so sad as i miss the friendly table tennis competition i can't wait to know who won? i just donno wat to blog, nothing to share when i was in KL,everything is the same as i been to KL manytime. i hope next holiday my family will plan to go to a different place(hope so).btw i can't wait for 31 dec, i miss school and my friend and ya there will be sec 3 camp,i hope itis going to be fun.btw KL traffic is alot worst than singapore, i will end my post here.

Labels: vacation

today i when to my sister friend wedding.whow the place is full of people and it is my first time seeing a long set of food.nothing special happened only that when i and my parent was in the car on our way back home, my mum told my dad that there was two malay guy who work for the catering people and their jobs was to clean up the table after the people finished eating(kendarat) at first one of the guy took my plate as i finished myfood first but i did not look at him as i did not noticed him but the second he came to the table to take other people plate (as i shared the table with other people)at that time i was about to leave. he clean up the table with his friend so i help to passed theplate and cups which is near me as i know that they will need to make aturn before they can reached the plate and cup at my side. i myself did not heard what they said i only know it from my mum, m mum heard that one of the malay guys said " dia tolongkite lah" in english it mean"she help us" than when i was about to go , there thank you to but i did not reply or smile as i did not know that they was talking to me . i donno why i write about them and i know i talk craps so bear with me , i myself donno what i am writting.to shorten what my mum mean, my mum mean that one o the guy like me but ii know that cannot and never be truth. i am not as pretty as my friend and my sis , but i know that everyone is unique.( kenape aku perasan ni, sahira cukup dengan kau punnye feeling !)signing off: budak perasan

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i had a great time today with my little cousin whose name is siti nadhirah, 4 years old if i am not wrong. she came to my house when i was asleep and she wake me up, i had not choice but to wake up and play with her.To me she is a cute and clever little girl.she like to sing and dance like me( is that rite, can i sing and dance like her)i don think so, hahaa...that all for today and i hope my brother and my cousin will get a job, tomorrow i have table tennis training and i hope there will be any accident that happend to me. btw my mum ask me to buy school books but i don think i can carry the books by myself.i will try...
signing off: sahira the unpreditable gal.

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Today i was so clumsy, i got table tannis taining this morning and everything was normal then suddenly one of my teamate smash the ball and hit my head but it just said ouch and continue to trained. i though i will be careful after that but i was wrong, when i was trying to pick up the ball, accidentally KW bat hit my head and this time it really hurts. from then on i was like not okay, i was not forcus and i know that most people are angry with me as i did not played well but i was not okay at that moment after awhile i am okay and by the way i won again against mr tan but i know that he can win me somedau as he is improving.For your information i am bored today , so i when bloghopping again and i came across this blog andi don no whose blog is that but i like the blog song and at the tagged blog the blogger who is knnown as azlan , reply one of the passer by who asked who sang that song and u know wat he say his friend who sang that song by the way i like that song. because i will just go to his blog and listen to that song again and again, the song really make fall in love with it(the song), the title is ' you taught me' by his friend Faliq.thanks to that song i am feeling much better.by the way sorry for not been updating.

Labels: music or dance make me better or even a smile on people face

during the holiday,many thing happened.everytime i am stuck in between of the problem.i just want everything back to normal.i am so sorry there is some problem that i cannot share in my blog and if really know me i am actually very emotional person. in the situation i'm in right now is just too complicated. all i can do is to pray and be patient. i know that in life there is alot of challenges that we need to overcalm.sorry readers i know that u all are boring reading my blog as most of my post is emotional. right now i just want to be free from every problem that i having right but i all this happened not because of me but because of the people around, i am just worried about because the are my love want.i know that i need to strong and face all this. by the way yester day i chat with haziqah and we talk about dance (but why am i suddenly into dance) and there is one sperson that make me realised that during my free time i should spend more with my love ones and i am thankful to that person .that all wat i will like to share, toddles. signing off: sahira

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